I have found that this is my safe haven to write, bitch, vent. Pretty much anything. So due to the fact that it is 3:22am and I am still wide awake is horrible. Insomnia is seriously the devil. It’s my kryptonite. Year and a half ago I was told my c5 and c6 in my neck were buldging and herniated. Started out with massage therapy.. Didn’t work, went and had trigger point injections done, had a spinal injection done. Now they have me taking lyrica, couple muscle relaxers on top of my normal medication. So, now I have to go to Syracuse NY to see and orthopedic surgeon. For those that aren’t familiar with NY, I live about an hour and 15 minutes from my doctor. But if you want the best sometimes you have to sacrifice.
All I want is to have my son, hold him kiss him touch him. Life is too precious… Don’t ever go to bed mad, fix it! Tell your girlfriend /boyfriend wife /husband no matter what that you love them.
PCOS, Infant loss, bereavement 